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Simon
03:19
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There`s a demon sitting on my neck
Wispering in my ear constantly
I should be happy as I am
shouldn`t that be easy?
Why isn`t this easy?
Get off of me I don`t want you in my life!
Get off of me I don`t need you in my life!
Get off of me I don`t want you in my life!
Get off of me you`re slowly taking my life over
I wish I could push you off
But the happier I get the stronger gets your grip on my neck
How could I conquer you?
You`re the master of my fears, I`m your puppet
Get off of me I don`t want you in my life!
Get off of me I don`t need you in my life!
Get off of me I don`t want you in my life!
Get off of me you`re slowly taking my life over
But I`ll fight you, fight you, I`ll never stop fighting you!
and I`ll fight you, fight you, I`ll never stop fighting you!
and I will fight you, fight you, I`ll never stop fighting you!
and I`ll will fight you, fight you, so maybe some day I`ll overpower you
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2. |
Drop of Happiness
04:06
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Come my dear, I got a big house, a pool and a garden so huge
You can walk for hours without meeting a fence or the people outside
This could all be yours
Just shake my hand, make the deal of your life
Why do you hesitate?
Or do you wanna be the star of this movie along with that actor that you adore?
I could even make him fall in love with you
Or a yacht with all the drugs you can take without the conequences and all the sex you want
You can`t get me what I need
It will slip through my fingers again
But I once posessed it and maybe I`ll get it back someday
Cause you can`t get me what I need
It will slip through my fingers again
But I will hold onto every single drop of happiness
I`m perplex
Don`t you want me to just turn your life with a *snippet*
Its as easy as that
All your misery`s gone you could live happily
Why do you decline fulfilling your dreams
The cost isn`t that high
You`ll get the ten best years of your life
You can`t get me what I need
It will slip through my fingers again
But I once posessed it and maybe I`ll get it back myself
Cause you can`t get me what I need
It will slip through my fingers again
So I will hold onto every single drop of happiness
And I could never exchange the people who care for me with an easy solution that I won`t appreciate
And I would never exchange an all of a sudden ending for the possibility of true unconditional happiness
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3. |
Cozy
04:15
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You`re just someone I stumbeled upon
Somewhere in time
As luck would have it
With a little courage
And we just clicked
With no need for romance
No demand for joining our lives
To just feel cosy
To connect
Broaden horizons
And then carry on
Feeling cosy
To connect
Broaden horizons
And then carry on being ourselves
How does it feel so natural
Our passions aligned
Joining in and then stepping aside
And when you go there`s no need for sorrow
Just a fountain of things to create
And to feel cosy
To connect
Broaden horizons
And then carry on
Feeling cosy
To connect
Broaden horizons
And then carry on being ourselves
We always tumble back together
Translucent strings let us find a way
We always tumble back together
Translucent strings let us find a way
And to feel cosy
To connect
Broaden horizons
And then carry on
Feeling cosy
To connect
Broaden horizons
And then carry on being ourselves
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4. |
Poppy
02:49
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You are dancing in the wind
The most beautiful of all
Full of life jet so fragile
I am drawn to your beauty
You`ve captured me
I can`t stop myself from hurting you
I need you for myself so I`m ripping you in two
Even though I know my selfishness is your doom
I need you for myself so I`m ripping you in two
Even though I know my selfishness is your doom
My selfishness is your doom
So I brought you home with me
Gave you what I thought you`d need
But now you`re lying there dying
You lasted for a day but could have seen so many more
I killed you for the sake of owning you
I need you for myself so I`m ripping you in two
Even though I know my selfishness is your doom
I need you for myself so I`m ripping you in two
Even though I know my selfishness is your doom
my selfishness is your doom
my selfishness is your doom
my selfishness is your doom
my selfishness is your doom
I am your doom....
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5. |
Grey
03:54
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Grey is the colour of my life
I`m not really here
Not really gone either
Tumbling through forgettable days
It`s just so tiring to pretend that I`m excited
Just let me feel something
`Cause I´m struggeling to keep me alive
Just let me feel something
I can`t sustain my will to fight
Grey is the colour of my thoughts
I`m not really sad, most times
Not really happy either
Seeing what`s around me is cruel
The earth is crumbling around us
We made it crumbel all around us
Just let me feel something
`Cause I´m struggeling to keep me alive
Just let me feel something
I can`t sustain my will to fight
Are we too emotional to keep
The horrors around us away
I feel like I`m trapped inside of this hell
Just let me feel something
`Cause I´m struggeling to keep me alive
Just let me feel something
Anything at all
I can`t keep me alive
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6. |
Falling
03:15
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I am so weak when darkness comes creeping
I cannot shield myself
But I am strong enough to know
This won`t be killing me
You judge so quick
You think you know
You see the light when the night is dark
You talk so easy, so easy
And all you say is flawless
You see me falling
Face on the ground
You see me falling, I`m falling I
You know im falling
Face on the ground
You let me fall and I`m falling
You see me falling
Face on the ground
You see me falling, I`m falling I
You know im falling
Face on the ground
You let me fall and I`m falling
And I die a little inside
I die a little inside
You see me falling
Face on the ground
You see me falling, I`m falling I
You know im falling
Face on the ground
You let me fall and I`m falling
You see, you see me falling apart
And you think I deserve this
You see me falling
Face on the ground
You see me falling, I`m falling I
You know im falling
Face on the ground
You let me fall and I`m falling
You see me falling
Face on the ground
You see me falling, I`m falling
You know im falling
Face on the ground
And you think I deserve this
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7. |
Disappear
03:04
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When the sky is falling
Would I be the one you call
When everyone´s dying
Would I be the one you call
Would my name be the one to light up when everything went down
Would you share your fear with me or don`t even bother
Cause I`m trapped in this tiny cell
All alone in this ocean of fear
With no one left to care
I might as well dissapear
But if there`s no one left to care
Then I`m alone in this ocean of fear
Trapped in this tiny cell
Then I might as well dissapear
We got this thing going on
When everyone`s happy no one`s alone
I guess that’s my fault
We got this thing going on
When you tear down your mask you`ll be standing alone
So don’t even bother
Cause I`m trapped in this tiny cell
All alone in this ocean of fear
With no one left to care
I might as well dissapear
But if there`s no one left to care
Then I`m alone in this ocean of fear
Trapped in this tiny cell
Then I might as well dissapear
I`m trying to connect
I just don’t know how
Why am I so centered on myself
But I know that you care
That’s all I need to save myself
Cause I`m trapped in this tiny cell
All alone in this ocean of fear
With no one left to care
Then I might as well dissapear
But if there`s no one left to care
Then I`m alone in this ocean of fear
Trapped in this tiny cell
Then I might as well dissapear
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8. |
Unable
03:01
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You may be young but I`d be foolish to think you didn`t know what pain meant
A bigger soul might take on more than your small one can
Unable to see what pains the others
We`re circling our own tiny universe
Unable to see what breaks the others
Our worlds are so different
Do you think you`re not like the others
Trying to be unique
Or do you even think you`re better than the others
Your achievements will become dust
Unable to see what pains the others
We`re circling our own tiny universe
Unable to see what breaks the others
Our worlds are so different
Unable to see what pains the others
We`re circling our own tiny universe
Unable to see what breaks the others
But our worlds AREN`T so different
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9. |
Mr. Death
04:16
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Someday your doorbell rings
„May I come in?“ asks the black hooded gentleman and walks right in
There has been an accident and all of them
After the party you were `too sick´ to attend
But dear Mister Death
I should have been with them
And dear Mister Death
Can you take me to them
I`m so sorry little one there`s nothing I can do
But you`ll be guarded here by my dearest Lady Life
She`ll keep you from the things I can see inside your head
This is not how your life`s going to end
But dear Mister Death
I should have been with them
And dear Mister Death
Can you take me to them
Mister Death says „please be strong
You won`t be around here alone for long"
And soon he`ll come to take you to where you should have been
to the place you`ll be together again
Dear Mister Death
When will you take me away from here
Dear Mister Death
What is `soon´ to a being of a billion years
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ParalyzedWave Leipzig, Germany
My name is Toni and my lyrics and melodies were never meant for other ears but for processing emotions needed to be
felt.
But music wants to be shared so here we are.
I invite you to accompany me on this vojage from the pits of despair to the valley of anger and back over the sea of fear, to face up to the emotions we don't often give room to.
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